About Me

About Me
Writer, Pengelola Rumah Baca Istana Rumbia, Staff redaksi Tabloid Taman Plaza, Admin Yayasan CENDOL Universal Nikko (Koordinator bedah cerpen OCK), perias dan Make-up artist PELANGI Asosiasi Entertainment, Crew Wonosobo Costume Carnival dan Crew 'A' Event Organizer (Multazam Network), pernah bekerja di Hongkong dan Singapura. Cerpenis Terbaik VOI RRI 2011, dan diundang untuk Upacara HUT RI ke 66 di Istana Negara bersama Presiden RI. BMI Teladan yang mengikuti Sidang Paripurna DPR RI 2011 dan menjadi tamu Ketua DPD RI. Dinobatkan sebagai Pahlawan Devisa Penulis Cerpen BNP2TKI Tahun 2011. Pemuda Pelopor Dinas Pendidikan, pemuda dan Olahraga Provinsi Jawa Tengah kategori Seni-Budaya Tahun 2012. Menyukai langit, stasiun kereta, dan warna biru. Salah satu penulis Undangan Event Ubud Writers and Readers Festival 2011 di Ubud, Bali. Dapat dihubungi via Email FB/YM : Nessa_kartika@yahoo.com.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

feels so disconnected

I trusted you,
I told you everything,
I told you thing's I've never told anyone
I really thought you were different,
but you're not,
you're the same as them

trying to forget what's already happened,
but it just keeps on coming back time and time again...
it hurts to think/picture about it/them.
Wishes my mind had a delete button!!

Thank you for the fake love and encouragement.
It was SO appreciated.

the hardest thing about this whole situation
is the fact that you like me back,
but you LOVE her.
So allow it.
I'm not giving up,
I'm just moving on.

theres always gona be that 1 person,
no matter wat they do,
wat they say
or how many times they may hurt you,
you just cant let them go
cuz they mean so much 2u

i just want to go back to the past
so i can smile and laugh like the old times
i want to talk to you so bad,
but then i feel like I'm annoying you
i don't know when i will talk to you again
I miss the talks we used to have
I miss our long talks about pointless stuff.
I miss everything about you.
Relationship aside..
I miss my friend that i could tell anything to..

Happy Birthday