About Me

About Me
Writer, Pengelola Rumah Baca Istana Rumbia, Staff redaksi Tabloid Taman Plaza, Admin Yayasan CENDOL Universal Nikko (Koordinator bedah cerpen OCK), perias dan Make-up artist PELANGI Asosiasi Entertainment, Crew Wonosobo Costume Carnival dan Crew 'A' Event Organizer (Multazam Network), pernah bekerja di Hongkong dan Singapura. Cerpenis Terbaik VOI RRI 2011, dan diundang untuk Upacara HUT RI ke 66 di Istana Negara bersama Presiden RI. BMI Teladan yang mengikuti Sidang Paripurna DPR RI 2011 dan menjadi tamu Ketua DPD RI. Dinobatkan sebagai Pahlawan Devisa Penulis Cerpen BNP2TKI Tahun 2011. Pemuda Pelopor Dinas Pendidikan, pemuda dan Olahraga Provinsi Jawa Tengah kategori Seni-Budaya Tahun 2012. Menyukai langit, stasiun kereta, dan warna biru. Salah satu penulis Undangan Event Ubud Writers and Readers Festival 2011 di Ubud, Bali. Dapat dihubungi via Email FB/YM : Nessa_kartika@yahoo.com.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

“Today is Not The Day to Piss Me Off”

Yes I still love you,
Yes I still do.
Yes I am angry,
yes I miss you.
Yes I can’t change the past,
Yes I probably won’t do.

So yes I guess,
I will live on too.
I trusted you,
I cared about you,
I told you everything,
And all i get back is a friendship that was a lie >:(

I really want to be happy but when I try,
I end up thinking about the things that make me upset.
I wish I could just forget all of that.

Sometimes you need to hold on to something.
Sometimes you need to let go,
But sometimes its harder to decide which to do.

Wishes to be with you,
wishes you were here,
wishes we could be together…
but i guess sometimes it’s time to stop wishing!!

if you think that telling me the truth is going to push me away,
your wrong.
lying to me is the only thing that is going to make me leave..
no matter how long it takes,
the TRUTH always comes out